Losing my edge.
I've felt hopelessly mundane over the past year or so, disinterested in doing anything but sitting around and paying the bills. Granted, I have a very busy life that doesn't keep me at home much, so perhaps when I am home I have the right to just sit around and pay the bills.
I fear irrelevancy, and it seems that the fastest way to that is sitting around and doing a whole lot of nothing. But I just can't seem to muster the energy to do much else. Blah.